4:34 p.m. - 06 October 2008
Life Threw Up
All I have to say is: I can't do this any more!
I'm sick and tired of life not working out the way I want it. I'm tried of having to go to plan "B".
Today, life threw up in my face. I'm in Florida, on my own and barely making it. I'm working two jobs that are not cutting it and the one I moved down here for is not getting me any closer to my ultimate goal. I don't want to keep working as the part time grunt. I don't want to be the bottom.
The vet thing threw up in my face when I got fired and I have never recovered from that. I struggled in college but got my degree and now it is being put to use asking people if they want a fancy cup of coffee, making less then what the coffee cost. The zoo thing is not working out either.
And today, I found out, that two dealers in Idaho, missed several things when they were asked to go over my car before driving 3000+ miles. I'm spending close to $1000 for the timing belt, oil change and car rental.
I can't tell my parents because they let me do this. I don't know how much more of this I can take.
All I want is something to right for me, just once! I'm sick of plan B.
