10:09 p.m. - 06 January 2009
Life Threw up again
Life threw up in my face again. I hate that!
My hours between both my jobs are less then 20/hr. This does not help considering my lisence, plates and insurance all expire in March. I could not have timed that any better.
With hours getting hacked up and no money coming in I'm litterally stuck here in Florida with no way out. I can't get a federal job because my GPA was too low, I most likely won't be taken back for the same reason.
My mind is slowly getting stupid as well because my job is not challenging and any of the opportunies that I've applied for have not come with anything positive. All I'm getting is the "Thanks for applying, but we found someone else."
I can't keep this up any more!
I think I'm going to go insain if something does not start going right. I also can't get back to where I was when I lost my job with the vet clinic. I've worked too hard "on Plan B" to give up.
I think I'm just going to have to go back school for a 'real' job. I can't do this any more and the longer I'm out of school, the less marketable I become.
I just don't know what to do any more.
